My story began in 2007.  I was working as a Registered Nurse (RN) when I was escorted from my job and sent home due to drug use.  I was reported to the Board of Registration for Nursing in MA, lost my job, and ultimately had my Nursing license taken away in 2010 due to my substance use issues.

I applied for and received Social Security Disability Insurance (SSDI) payments in 2013 due to my emotional and physical disabilities.  I worked odd jobs as a nanny and an elder caregiver. I even worked at a movie theatre selling tickets, making popcorn and cleaning out the theaters. I missed working as an RN, even embellished the truth as to why I wasn’t working as a nurse.  I carried so much shame and self-loathing.  My son basically told me that if I continued to drink and use, I wouldn't be able to have my granddaughter unsupervised.  I wasn't able to be trusted with keeping her safe. It was a painful moment.

It took some time, but in 2016 I contacted the Board of Nursing and asked them what I had to do to start the process of reinstatement of my license.

In 2017, I started the process. I had to have two years of random drug testing before I was able to request reinstatement. I had to call in every day to see if I had to be tested for substance use. It was difficult because I didn’t have a car. Each time I went, it was about 100 dollars out of pocket which was a huge financial burden at the time.

In July of 2019, I went before the Board of Nursing to request reinstatement. I was reinstated and have been working again as a Psychiatric RN since August 5, 2019.

In 2020 I received information on Social Security’s Ticket to Work program and how it could help me with my goals of self-sufficiency.  I was ready to be done with Social Security.  I contacted Work Without Limits Administrative Employment Network (AEN) to learn how long-term benefits counseling and supports could help me reach this goal.  I spoke with Marjorie Longo of the AEN who provided me with technical information about my benefits and continued supports in my job as an RN.

I am still under the watch of the Board of Registration for Nursing until August of 2021 and must randomly test if selected. I call every morning, as it is a priority for my day if I must test to maintain my privilege to hold a license and work is contingent on my proof of sobriety.

My Social Security benefits have since stopped, I’m working in a job I love and I’m sober.  What an accomplishment, one that I almost didn’t think that I could achieve.